If i get out by myself from USA after 37 years living and working illegal, and i get a visa but they took it away. What should i do?

Consult an immigration attorney who has experience with complex immigration cases.

 Apply for a new visa or reinstatement of previous visa, depending on circumstances of case.

Consider applying for asylum or refugee status if you have legitimate fear of persecution or harm in home country.

Consult with an immigration attorney for professional guidance

Sadly, you are at risk of facing penalties for living and working in the US illegally for 37 years. You should consider getting an immigration attorney to plead your case, if possible